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Monday, November 17th, 2003
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2:38 am - update out of boredom
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I was bored so I finally made time to check up on everyone's livejournals and xangas and wow.. the whole online journal world really flew past me. I remember my days of lj-ing and xanga-ing.. gosh I sure did had a lot to write about. I even had multiple entries per day. I don't know anymore, I really don't have much to say anymore to the public and hmm.. I guess I've learned from my multiple lessons (well hopefully I learned) that online journals aren't the safest places to share your inner most deepest thoughts.
What was I saying again.. oh yes... the online journal world sure has grown. Hmm I think I get off topic a lot.. just like what I'm doing now. Centralizing journal entries around a certain theme, topic, idea, or even the subject title doesn't really appeal to me so much anymore. Oh well.. I just like to type up what's on my mind.
I think I'll actually catch the Christmas spirit early this time this year. The past several years, I was just big on spending for people. Now I really just want to sit back and enjoy my time with the people I care about. I wish it snowed here, that would be awesome. Even though it's extremely cold these days (yea cold for us So Cal people) I still want to be out and just have fun. That reminds me, I need to get started on my Christmas list.. which is just a compilation of what to get for people, instead of what I want to have for myself.
Anyway, It's 2:20am and I have class tomorrow at 10:00am. Dude, it's so hard to get up these days, I don't know why. I used to be able to sleepy this late and get up at 7:00am for CAMS. Now I can't even wake up that early for college classes. I can't even wake up before 9:00am anymore.. ahhh the laziness has taken over.
Okay off I go to bed...
-Frank's Words of Experience-
1) college is hard, suck it up and beat the competition!
2) life is unpredictable
3) work hard, play hard
4) take study breaks, they really help!
5) never stuff yourself before studying, food coma really gets to you
6) when you go out to have fun, leave all your worries behind or else you won't be
having that much fun
7) @ buffets or dining cafeterias: take all you want, eat all you take
8) sleeping early and waking up late takes up most of your day (duh huh?)
9) eating light/medium breakfast before a test really helps!
10) study the most unlikely trivial details.. teachers can be tricky!
Frank's Advice of the day:
*Do your laundry before running out of clothes to change into.* ^__~
tis all for now..
laterz
current mood:  bored
current music: loud crazy college students outside
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| Friday, October 24th, 2003
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8:01 pm - The Part Of Me Still Left Here
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I feel like this livejournal is the High School Me.. you know, the Frank of high school. Yea.. the colors, the mashimaro icon, everything...
It was the old me, the high school me, but is it still me?
My past stays forever as well as the inevitable future.
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| Sunday, September 14th, 2003
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11:00 pm - Summer Recap
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(just to warn you.. this is a long entry, so sorry)
I can say that, to me, my summer has been over officially starting today. Hanh moved to UCSB today and I think it's time for me to recap my 2003 summer. Remember how I said that every summer comes a new adventure for me? Well let me tell you about this adventure..
I starting out summer at the moment I turned my tassel from right to left on my morterboard. I graduated from what I used to call hell, CAMS. I was first off to start my summer adventure at Disneyland, spending the entire night till morning for gradnite. It was great fun, being so long ago in my memories. The following 3 weeks after that were filled with numerous festivities, mostly dealing with graduations of fellow friends from other schools. I remember Hanh's birthday celebration.. June 17th. It was so fun and I hate to admit that I was still a little shy around her back then, even if we were already a couple, hehe. I surprised Hanh on her birthday by meeting her at her school because I told her that I wasn't able to see her on her birthday.. hehe. The same week was Hanh's graduation from Narbonne, a week after BMHS's graduation. Steven's birthday came and I remember taking Joann out with me to meet up with Steven's bosco friends at la brea mall. It was funny.. Joann and I left early and went bowling together that night, what fun.. hehe.
The following weeks after all the graduations, I had so much fun with my special someone. I remember going out to Redondo Beach to our special spot, our rock that we had claimed hehe. All the movies we seen together during summer were 2 Fast 2 Furious, Finding Nemo, Legally Blonde 2, Pirates of the Caribbean, and SWAT. Hanh and I had our share of visiting each others' houses, going to Jamba Juice, and going out to the beach a few more times. Hmm.. I didn't really get to hang out with the russkis this summer, totally not like last summer. I also remember going to that midnight thing for Harry Potter 5. I was there with Diana, it was cool.. and I remember spending the following 4 days finishing the book.. staying up until 7:00am to finish it hehe.
June was a very short month, and it was already July 4th. I went to Jaymie's debut with Iris because Hanh couldn't go out for a long period of time. That was still a fun day.. I remember catching the fireworks show at The Home Depot Center from my car with Iris. July went by rather quickily as well. In between spending time with Hanh, I was able to spend time with some other friends too. I went out on a movie hopping day with Anthony, Alfredo, Sergio, and Chang. I went to SPOP1 at UCI.. which was incredible and an unforgettable 3-day experience. I finally also treated Joann out to lunch in Manhattan Beach where we enjoyed building a sand castle too. Then on July 24th, it was Joann's birthday, and I was priviledged to be the only friend that she had permitted to taking her out on her actual birthday.
Soon, July was over and it was already August. August felt a little longer than the prior months. I continued spending my time happily with Hanh playing tennis. I could never forget tennis this summer.. I played a lot, almost every other day. I think tennis would be the overall theme of my summer.. hehe. I attended Nancy's birthday celebration and days passed by as it was already mid August when Joann moved to Berkeley to start college earlier than the rest of us. I helped Joann move in her new house days before she left too.. that was a completely memorable day.. mmm chipotle! Near the end of August, Hanh's english class finally ended, which meant more time together. We spent fun mornings together at my house as we cuddled to watch dvds. I also got to spend time with Trang to eat out and even shop a little too. At the end of August and the dawn of September, I got into major trouble with my parents. I was on house arrest sort of, but it wasn't so bad with Hanh visiting me. Soon I was able to get out again and I went to Hanh's house several times.. nearing mid September.. to the day she finally moved away to UCSB.. today.
Like every summer, it's hard for me actually just generalize the things that happened over the past 3 months. This was one of the longest summers I've had, filled with interesting memories and longing good byes. I would also like to say thank you to all my friends.. every single friend that I had made contact with in any way shape or form.. thanks. Thanks for making my summer enjoyable.. and especially, unforgettable. There are so many more things that I may have not mentioned, but those memories will never leave me. This marks the summer when I transformed from a high school student into a college student.. hehe I don't think I've personally changed much at all. Anyhow.. this summer was definitely full of long lasting memories and long sad good byes. No need to be sad now.. because..
It's just temporary good byes...
or what I would like to call.. "see you later"'s.. you know.
current mood:  nostalgic
current music: I Will Be Your Friend- Amy Grant
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| Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
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2:41 am - Hmm..
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I'm really excited for college these days, and I'm very eager to take my classes. Being the geek that I am, I hope I can really do well and put full effort towards learning all that I can. Sometimes I stop to question myself.. can I handle all my classes? Will I be able to hold off temptation to have fun instead of studying? Will I be able to have new friends in college?
Somewhere deep down inside of me.. I still yearn to attend Berkeley, but then most of me has already found a warm environment at Irvine. Things happen for a reason right? I just have to trust in God that this is the right path for me. I'll try to stop myself from always wanting more, especially wanting the unnecessary. I must be grateful for everything and do my best in everything I do.. also to always put others before me and realize that I alone am not that important.. it's everyone else combined is what makes everything important.
I know I'm sounding like a complete hypocrite by saying this.. but people out there want too many unnecessary things, thus always wanting more and never becoming happy with just what they have. I'm practicing to only want what is necessary and do more than the necessary. People out there are always wanting cars, money, relationships, "love", and whatever else society brainwashes us to want. Life is so much more than all that stuff. What I mean by "love" is the one-way attention that people seek so that they can feel like they are someone.. which makes them forget that for real love to work, you have to make someone else feel like they are somebody. This brings me to another topic...
I've done observation and I have come to the conclusion that most people want relationships for the wrong reason. People out there are too fixated on wanting to feel loved and so they just try to be someone that can be loved as much as possible. Things don't work out that way.. for a relationship to work you have to try your hardest not to be the one to be loved, but rather to be the one that makes the other person feel loved.. to feel special. If everyone would just follow that simple guideline, then no one would ever have to feel not loved, because then everyone would actually do feel loved. You see, if everyone tries their best to make other people feel special, then everyone would feel special. That's called the gift of giving and not being selfish. Jesus said to love your neighbor as you would love yourself. That's how it works and it has to start somewhere. That's my answer to those questions people always ask me.. "Frank, why are you so selfless.. why are you so nice when I'm so mean to you.. why do you always put others before you.. why do you always put yourself last.. why don't you fight them back.. why don't you get back at them... etc etc." You see.. maybe now people can understand my thinking. I'm not a push over, not at all, but I'm just making the initiative for a change and maybe someone out there will notice and do the same. So that maybe someday there would be less conflicts and less drama.
After that last paragraph, I know I can be such a hypocrite, and I should actually practice what I preach. Actions do speak louder than words, and I'll keep that in mind for sure. Well.. once again I am out of thought so I'll end it here. Sorry if this entry seemed to keep going with thoughts going to new directions without any proper conclusion.. just really shows how my mind works, you know?
current mood: contemplative
current music: canon in d
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| Monday, August 11th, 2003
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10:04 pm - xanga needs to start working again
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Okay since xanga has been down for a long time, I have no choice but to utilize livejournal for some thoughts.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm growing up to the person that I have always wanted to be. Sure, no one's perfect but still.. am I growing up to become a good person? I think I'll take a step back and think about all my past triumphs, glories, victories, defeats, failures, and disappointments. Hmm.. am I really growing up to be the man that I really would want to be?
Last night a friend of mine called me and she was sulking full of tears because she had a breakup from a very long relationship. Hearing a girl cry on the phone.. that really gets to me and I sat there frozen thinking of what to say and how to comfort her. I've been seeked out many times by girls that are crying... but each time there's never really an easy way to help the person feel better. It makes me wonder though.. why would anyone go to me for help? I mean.. hmm.. do people really think that I can help them or is it just because I'm always available. I'm not saying that I don't want to help because I actually always have my arms open to anyone who needs someone to talk to.. someone that will try to understand. I guess I wouldn't even mind if I was used either.. well maybe just a little. I mean.. even if a girl starts going to me for comfort after breaking up with her bf.. I don't mind, just as long as I'm helping whoever it is to heal and finally become independent on their own.
Okay so now I'm wondering.. who are those people out there that actually read my entries and never comment? I'm curious as to what people actually think if and when they actually read my boring stuff. Hmm just a thought. Well, that's all I want to say or rather not want to say for now.. I'll just wait until my regular journal (xang) is back and working.
current mood: bored
current music: midi
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| Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
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11:46 pm - Past . Present . Future
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I've been thinking of stuff.. a lot about the past and how it has lead to the present. I've learned something though. The past does not define nor make who you are.. but rather, it only reminds you of who you were or who you can continue to be depending on the choices you make now. What is important is now. What you have now is what you should be thankful for.. what you shouldn't stray from. Thinking about the past too much may cause disturbance of the present, thus changing the course of the future. I've always believed in "living life with no regrets" but then.. is that possible? How would anyone know if he/she would regret something or not.. things are constantly changing. Hmm.. but then I think the only things that stay constant.. are the things worth saving and keeping forever.
Everyone has their sad pasts and secrets, but what helps us to let go is to realize that what we are now...what we have now...is all that truly matters... because...
We can't keep walking forward in the present towards the future if we keep looking back in the past... because then.. you might trip, stumble, and fall...and loose sight of the future that you were once seeing in front of you...the future you were hoping for all along.
current mood: contemplative
current music: Dancing In the Moonlight- Toploader
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| Saturday, July 26th, 2003
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12:00 am - HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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12:00 am - HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANN
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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3:15 am - Two Months
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Happy Two Months Hanh!
love,
Frank
0=Þ
current mood:  happy
current music: Eyes On Me- Faye Wong
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| Monday, July 21st, 2003
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4:48 pm - How To Treat Her
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For the longest time I've been on a continue hunt for those jerks that always hurt girls and take advantage. I have despised those low-life type of guys since the beginning. Those backstabbers, selfish, uncaring, people.. they get on my nerves. I hate it when all girls (not just the ones I know and care about, but ALL in general) get mistreated, uncared for, and used by jerks and idiots out there that do not know how to treat a lady properly or well enough so that she wouldn't have to feel hurt. Sure, no one is perfect and guys do tend to make mistakes and hurt girls on accident, but what I'm talking about are those guys that think they can get love and attention so easily without having to put down their pride and giving first before receiving.
So here it is, Frank's Guidelines on how to treat a lady right:
(note: this is subject to change and for update)
1) Ladies are always first (I know it's old, but it still applies)
2) Guys should always pay for the girl, if not then pay more than
the girl does
3) Always open the door for her
4) Be considerate of what she wants to do
5) Don't be overly prideful
6) If she's crying, then don't just stand there.. make sure you care and be
by her side, even if you can't say anything
7) If she wants to be alone, then leave her alone!
8) Be honest.. girls seem to know when you're lying (yea.. they're gooood)
9) When you argue with her, let her win sometimes, even if she's wrong
10) Let her know you care (that's up to you to figure out how)
11) Don't exclude her out of stuff, invite her even if you know she might
not go or might not be able to go with you
12) Always make sure she's having fun, if she's having fun then most likely you
will be too (unless she's making you all girly, then try to act like
you're into it.. hehe)
13) Always be a listener first, a lot of girls get annoyed when guys always
try to fix things without understanding how they feel first
14) Be observant.. always remember the littlest things she says or do
so that you can surprise her later
15) If you like her and she doesn't like you back, respect that and don't
go crazy on her and getting mad and jealous at every guy she likes
16) Risk your pride/dignity, if there's a long dull moment, do something stupid or
amusing to her.. just so that you can let her know that she's still on your mind
17) Make time for her.. don't get so involved in your stupid games or guy
stuff, when she wants to spend time with you.. make time for her and
don't push her out..
18) Treat her like a princess.. when she wants to spend time with you, make
it feel like it's a priviledge because she chose to spend time with YOU
instead of her friends, family, and everyone else that wants to have
fun with her
19) Make her feel comfortable.. don't pressure her to do anything she isn't
too sure about doing, whether if it's going somewhere at a certain time
or asking a very personal question, don't force her to do something she
doesn't really want to do
20) She is a GIRL. Remember that she's a girl and she has her friends too.
Don't suffocate her and acknowledge she has her own personal time too.
Don't be too much of a piggish guy in front of her unless she's really
cool with that. She's a girl, so that means that you can't talk about
the same stuff you would with guys, unless she talks like that too then
I guess you woulndn't have to worry about it. Still, watch your manners
and what you say or do.. she's not one of your guy friends that you can
be full out macho with.. hehe.
Well all that is subject for review.. I hope I didn't say anything too wrong, but if I did and you strongly disagree, please feel free to comment and I'll take your opinion into consideration. Remember, those "guidelines" are just my own guidlines that I live by and thought up entirely on my own. Where did I get it from? I don't know, it just came naturally to me.. so it doesn't mean it's something that every guy should live by. It's just me I guess.. just how I am.. just Frank.
current mood:  productive
current music: My Kind Of Girl- Brian McKnight
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| Sunday, July 20th, 2003
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4:39 pm - Frank Returns
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So I'm back to my livejournal. I wanted to assure people (if anyone really cares) that my livejournal is not dead. I just had a very long break away from it. It's funny how almost 2 years ago I had joined this thing, and I used to write in it so much. I remember those times of high controversy that I would start in my livejournal entries. Yea.. good times. Okay well so I guess my livejournal is back in action, and I'll put some of my recent thoughts into here. I think I'll start giving general, possibly useful, advice in here and maybe it can miraculously help whomever that reads this someday. Well in any case, this is my first entry in a long time.
Frank's livejournal has been resurrected.
current mood: accomplished
current music: none
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| Friday, June 27th, 2003
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2:45 am - Time For A Change
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In realization of current or past (encompassing 4 years) events, I'd like to apologize.
In my wrongly directed devotion and efforts to those in the past that I have had feelings for, I have been a complete jerk to the rest of my friends. All of my friends and most of you that read this, will completely understand and know what I'm talking about.
I realized all the birthdays I've missed, the hanging out times, the movies, the playing of tennis, the phone calls, the online chats, and everything else.. I'm sorry for all of my neglect. It is a surprise to me right now how I still have the friends that I have.. after all the repeated mistakes I have made, and the never ending rants of anger and depression.. I'm grateful yet apologetic.
The following is a list of the crimes of friendship that I admit to have committing:
overspending
overworrying
overprotecting
overreacting
overanalyzing
oversolving
overwanting
overtaking
overgiving
overthinking
overcaring
All of the above I admit to have committed unevenly to my various friends, thus being a hypocrite to myself in thinking that "No one should rank their friends or label them." I feel extremely sorry for those that I did not equally treat as my friends. I'm sorry for favoring others when it was inappopriate.
With all this.. I want to change. I want to be truly a better friend to everyone. I'll try my best to no longer lie or neglect those that want my company or presence. Good solid friends are hard to come by.. and those who are always there to be by your side through thick and thin.. are the ones that should deserve praise and commence.
Thanks to all my friends, you know who you are. I dare not list because true friends are known among each other and do not need a list to officialize anything.
current mood:  awake
current music: none
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| Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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2:08 am
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this is purely just a rant.. so don't take it seriously, i'll be fine and happy by morning after some sleep.
why do people make fun of what i say when i actually mean it? it makes me feel like crap when people laugh about something that i mean seriously. i mean there are times to have real conversations and not just goofy ones that end up no where with no topic.
i know AIM is not the best place to have serious conversations, but then what other option is there when it's 2:00AM and the person can't talk on the phone? ugh i'm feeling more like crap and frustrated right now.
even worse not only do i get criticized about my own words, the tables get turned on me and make it my fault for having "attitude" and defending myself when i get criticized. then i get blocked and not talked to, making me look like the bad guy. i let things go so much and i'm finally just standing up for myself. if you're going to block me, and not want talk to me. then don't talk to me ever, it would benefit you more since you're the one that doesn't want to talk to me. i never close my doors (buddy list) on you so why do you do it to me. i'm hurt and you know what, i still care about you. i guess i sort of know how God feels like when He keeps reaching out to people and they just close the doors on him, ignoring what He has to say.. yet He still cares unconditionally no matter how hurt He gets. I'm only human.. iono if i will always keep caring after being locked out so many times.. i guess it's to test if i truly do unconditionally care...
i was going to IM this to this person..
"fine if you're going to always block me when i say something you don't like.. then i just won't go online anymore. sorry i make you ignore me. bye."
current mood:  frustrated
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| Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
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2:59 am - inspirational lyrics
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i was reading over old journals until i found one that had a really nice comment from January 2003.. i wonder if this person would recognize this..
God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to Your side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
current mood: bored
current music: silence
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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12:00 am - HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANH
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| Monday, June 16th, 2003
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2:01 am - Quiz Time
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
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1:36 pm - Summer Time!
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Well, it has finally hit me. Graduation is over, high school is over, CAMS is over.. now on to college. But, before college I have summer. Oh yes.. my summer adventures. Every summer, I always have something to remember.. either it be an adventure or a dramatic situation.. all of my summers have been unique.
Last summer I worked at Nissan, and so I didn't really have much of a personal summer to do the things I wanted to do. Well since I had deliberately planned not to plan to do anything that would be long term this summer, I might as well just plan the small stuff that I absolutely must do this summer in order to feel like I have not wasted it. But so far.. I've been having a lot of fun!
Summer 2003 To Do List:
1) Go to beach often (still waiting for more sun!)
2) Get a part-time job
3) Spend time with Hanh =D
4) Spent time with friends
5) Get out of the house
6) Study chemistry, physics, and bio
7) Watch lots of movies
8) Get stuff for dorm room
9) Go to freshman orientation
10) play piano again
11) play guitar again
12) get lots of birthday presents ^_~
13) play tennis
14) work out
hmm.. the list shall be continued..
By the way, I might get bored or have nothing to update on, so instead my upcoming entries might just be all retrospect.. like I won't post new events in my life, but rather things that happened in the past that I never really inputed here or at least not in depth.
Okay, we'll I'm out. Yay, summer is here.
current mood:  excited
current music: Joann's Xanga background music
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| Friday, June 6th, 2003
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6:58 pm - It's Over..
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There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more...
current mood: nostalgic
current music: In My Life- The Beatles
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| Thursday, June 5th, 2003
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12:00 am - Farewell CAMS
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High School.. just a thing of the past for me now (in approximately 18 hours). I'm happy to leave.. but I'm sad to separate.
Pre-9th Grade
Rememember the two summer sessions? I went to the second one. It was like a mini IDP.. we had to come up with a plan for a floating city.. lol. We were barely freshmen and my group had no clue what the heck we were doing. Just like the typical CAMS students we were about to become, we finished the thing in the 3 hours before it was due and presented to our peers and parents.. it was the beginning to the next 4 years of crazy.. overbearing.. fun work. =D
9th Grade
Freshies! Oh man.. good times. 9th Grade was so easy! All the classes were a breeze. I wish I had taken advantage of that fact though. I met a lot of different people that year. Everyone was so energetic and hyper. I think the latest I slept was at 11:00pm lol. I remember running in the rain to get free coca-cola and the late buses! Only the "cool" people stayed after school on Wednesday and rode the late bus home. The bus rides were so fun, especially in total darkness on Wednesday nights. I would play pool in the game room toom. I remember eating at the logs with Kiet, Chris G., Randy, Nick, Kenneth, Tina, Nancy Q., and whoever else. The logs were our place. The hot dog guy was around too! Oh man, those hot dogs *drools* were soooo good! Those were such good times.. things were so different back then.
10th Grade
Having survived one year of CAMS already, I felt like I could take on another year without any stress and work. Sophomore year was challenging compared to 9th Grade. The latest I slept was probably 12:30pm. I think my 10th Grade year was my worst. It was quite the dramatic experience for me. I remember doing a real crappy job on history day. My group didn't really work well together. I remember ow PE was a lot more fun. I loved playing tennis for PE. I remember dissecting the fetal pigs on the last day of school lol. Everyone started getting into chess and mah jong when we were studying "The Joy Luck Club." That was really fun.
11th Grade
Making up for my not so happy 10th grade year.. my junior year became my favorite. CAMS became really challenging and I started to sleep around 1:00-1:30 every night. I became a lot lazier and procrastinated so much more. I had s much fun in 11th Grade, especially because of free periods being introduced to us. College classes weren't too tough and I felt comfortable knowing my group of friends. Having the same stable routine everyay, eating lunch with the same people at te same place.. high school never felt more comfortable. But then again, it was CAMS. Urbanscape was so fun, I was a dosant. Going around downtown Los Angeles was very interesting and fundamental. Second semester was awesome. I finally got my car and free periods became a frenzee of having fun. I got to know some people really well (you know who you are) and that kept me going for the rest of CAMS. Northern College tour.. that was so cool. I got to visit all the colleges that I knew I wouldn't be going to =(. Anyway though, Junior year was the best because of my adventurous free periods with a certain someone. =)
12th Grade
This was the hardest year at CAMS. Sleeping at 2:00am or later was really killing me lol. SATs, College Apps, AP's, Maruna's class.. crazy. First semester zoomed by so fast. Playing in the beat/amp show was great. I had s much fun playing in a band with Tiffany and Conor. Going to Barnes & Noble every night before a test was a memorable experience. I got a last chance to get to know someone better and the year became so much more fun during the last two weeks. Free periods weren't as fun as 11th grade, maybe because everyone ran out of stuff to do lol. Everyone seemed so much more dead and tired during senior year. Well it makes sense because of the workload. So much to say about senior year though.. prom was fantastic, senior breakfast/picnic was really fun.. and now here comes graduation. CAMS is over!!
I'm going to miss everyone that has affected my life in a positive way. Thanks to everyone that has been there for me through thick and thin. CAMS is a permanent part of me, for the rest of my life.
So now what's next?.. ah the mysterious future...
current mood: nostalgic
current music: Closing Time- Supersonic
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| Monday, May 26th, 2003
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1:45 pm
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It has been brought to my attention that peoples' livejournals have been messed on. Yes, I've been quite the quiet one in the lj world, but this is enough for me to put my thoughts on. Someone out there anonymously attempted to ridicule my dear friend. Why do I say attempted to ridicule instead of actually ridiculing? Well that's because whatever "anonymous" wrote to my friend, it didn't affect her.. she is not bothered nor agitated by it.. thus "anonymous" gained nothing in doing such a stupid act.
Here's the point, and I hope "anonymous" is reading. You mess with my friend, you mess with me and most probably the rest of her friends. I deem you to be utterly stupid for the fact that you have picked on someone that is not only nice and friendly, but also a wonderful friend, and a superb Christian. Don't think I'm exactly fighting for her though. She CAN and IS taking you on herself. I know that she is better than you. She IS the bigger and better person because she is able to spread God's love.
Messing with her.. now that draws the line. If you ("anonymous") really want to start something, then come and reveal your face to me and I'll correct your foul, deragotory, contumelious criticisms. >=O You started to anger me, but you know what.. I pity you. I pity you because you don't know God well enough to be able to respect your peers and learn to love instead of hate and dislike. If you're getting off on this, then I pray you will be able to turn a new face someday.. if not.. then may God help your soul.
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